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  “I cannot become a man’s property.

  “I fear being trapped and powerless more than anything else in this world.”

  Ethan knew better than to reassure her. He appealed to her instead with logic. “Is it better to mete out your time in tiny increments to avoid commitment? Would you rather sell yourself by the minute or hour? Think, Sadie. One man instead of many. A certain financial security?”

  Tears filled her eyes and she pulled away from him, just as she had pulled away from Cedric Broxton. “I must not lose myself, Mr. Travis. I cannot give myself up to a man. I cannot…surrender.”

  Ethan dropped his hands to his sides. Of course she would not want to depend upon a man who had a reputation of being ruthless and dangerous. She’d be a fool to trust him. And whatever else Sadie was, she was not a fool…!

  Saving Sarah

  Harlequin Historical #660

  Praise for author Gail Ranstrom’s first novel, A Wild Justice

  “Gail Ranstrom certainly has

  both writing talent and original ideas.”

  —theromancereader.com

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  Charlene Sands

  SAVING SARAH

  GAIL RANSTROM

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  A Wild Justice #617

  Saving Sarah #660

  For my mother, Shirley, who taught me more than she even realized, and for the subtle ways those lessons manifest themselves day after day. And for my beautiful sister, Cheryl, who has been my best friend and staunchest supporter.

  Special acknowledgments to Cynthia, who made me do it, and Ann Leslie, who made it better. And always, a nod to the Wednesday League: Margaret, Rosanne, Cynthia, Joy and Joanne.

  Contents

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Epilogue

  Prologue

  London, April 1818

  What could possibly be serious enough to merit such a desperate measure as summoning Ethan Travis, the Demon of Alsatia? He couldn’t imagine, but it was worth the trip to Lord Kilgrew’s office at half past one in the morning to find out.

  A steady drizzle penetrated his black wool coat as he strode down the unlit cobbled street. He wished he could have turned his back on the formal summons, but honor required him to at least hear Lord Kilgrew out.

  Ethan entered the government building and climbed the two flights of stairs to a door lettered in gold with Lord Kilgrew’s name. At his soft rap, a muffled voice bade him enter. He took a deep breath, squared his shoulders and opened the door.

  Lord Kilgrew, considerably grayer since the last time Ethan had seen him, glanced up and waved to a chair in front of his desk. “Good to see you again, Travis,” he said. “Sit down.”

  This could not be good news if he needed to sit for it. He took a chair across from his former commander. “What is this about, sir?”

  Kilgrew frowned as if Ethan had wounded him. “What? No time for pleasantries? It has been—what—two years, since last I saw you? How have you been, lad?”

  Ethan gave him a sardonic grin. “You know how I’ve been, sir. I see your operatives around, watching me.”

  Kilgrew had the grace to look abashed. “Not watching, lad, just keeping an eye on you. I like to keep tabs on my friends. I haven’t given up on finding the real traitor, you know.”

  “That’s not likely to happen after all this time.”

  “Sooner or later, he’ll slip. When he does, we shall deal with him. Surely you want to clear your name, Ethan.”

  “More than anything.” God, what would he not give to have his life back, his good name and reputation. His honor.

  He felt the familiar chill invade his vitals, settling somewhere in the region of his withered heart. His anger rose in the form of a heavy dark substance that clung to him and was such that he could not face the man. He stood and went to the window, looking into the dark street below. Rain glistened on the cobblestones like slick oil and reflected the light from the window where he stood.

  “Why have you summoned me, sir?” he asked. He heard the clink of a bottle against a glass and the trickle of liquid being poured. The silence lengthened, but he waited. The past two years had taught him to be a very patient man.

  Kilgrew brought him a glass of claret. “I, ah, have a favor to ask. Discretion. That’s what I need. Paramount. Will you hear me out?”

  “Is it a personal favor, sir, or for the Ministry?”

  “Personal.”

  Drat! He’d do nothing for the government that had left him dangling in the wind. Honor required him to help Lord Kilgrew. “Tell me about it, sir.”

  “There is a small matter of blackmail—” Lord Kilgrew paused, seeing the frown on Ethan’s face.

  Ethan could not imagine Lord Kilgrew doing anything worthy of blackmail. No one who knew the man would believe it. “Deny it, sir.”

  “The problem is more complicated than that.”

  Ethan took the glass and sipped. “Go on.”

  “The matter is extremely delicate. The blackmailer has got his hands on some sort of evidence. Letters, I believe. He has hidden them in a secret place, leaving instructions that, should anything happen to him, the evidence is to be made public.”

  Ethan arched an eyebrow. “Own the error. Admission renders a blackmailer impotent. ’Tis the only sure way to be rid of him.” He tried not to think of the fact that simple denial had not helped him. It had made matters worse. It had ruined his reputation completely.

  Kilgrew sighed deeply. “I hoped you would help. I need a man of your…talents.”

  Ethan shook his head. He knew the rumors. Hell, he’d encouraged them. “I will not kill for you.”

  “Quite the opposite, lad. I want you to follow the blackmailer and keep him safe. Nothing must happen to him. We are searching for the letters but, meantime, he must be kept safe so the letters will not be made public.”

  Kilgrew rose to his feet and leaned across his desk, his palms down upon it. “Ethan, do not make me beg. If I hadn’t held off charges until the damned rumors died down, you’d be on the gibbet—hanged for treason!”

  “I know, sir. I haven’t forgotten how much I owe you.” Though his former commander did not seem to know it, he’d won the argument. He had made it a point of honor. When everyone in London thought the worst of him, Kilgrew believed the best. He had even interceded on Ethan’s behalf.

  “I refused to bring you up on charges. I knew we could wait the whispers out, but a trial would have spelled your end. British lives were lost because someone sold information to the Dey. You were the target because you were in charge of the advance reconnaissance. It was a witch hunt, Ethan. I was lucky to keep you out of court. You’re alive, lad.”

  Alive, perhaps, Ethan thought, but a pariah in his circle. Most of his former friends did not speak to him. The scandal killed his father, his fiancée had jilted him and his own brother had disowned him.

  Lord Kil
grew cleared his throat and looked pained. He sank back into his seat like a man defeated and stared into his glass of claret. “They call you the Demon of Alsatia for a reason, Travis. You have a legion of minions at your disposal. You have eyes in every dark squalid corner of London, and you, yourself, could follow our man into the highest drawing rooms where your spies cannot go. I can arrange invitations to every event this season. Our man must not know he’s being followed, even if it is for his protection. He’d bolt, or do something foolish. We need those letters, but until we have them, he must be kept safe. No matter the cost.”

  Yes. Ethan had the connections to make such an undertaking possible. He had entry, if not welcome, in society, if he chose to use it, and he could command any number of ruffians and street urchins. He was the man for the job.

  And Kilgrew was right. When all was said and done, Ethan was trapped by his own sense of honor. He was a man who paid his debts. No theatrics, just conviction. “Very well, m’lord. You have my word. What is his name?” he asked.

  Lord Kilgrew’s relief was obvious. He nodded and gave a grimace of a smile. “Mr. Harold Whitlock. Keep him safe, no matter the cost.”

  Chapter One

  London, May 1818

  Tension thickened the air in Lady Sarah Hunter’s private parlor. The cheery blue and yellow decor and the light streaming through the tall second floor windows did nothing to brighten the mood. Four women seated around a low tea table glanced at one another anxiously. The decisions they made at such times were never easy. And rarely pleasant.

  The fifth woman in the room was a virtual stranger to them. Gladys Whitlock, an agreeable but unremarkable looking woman in her mid-thirties, had been referred to them by Madame Marie, the ton’s premier modiste. Periodically throughout telling her story, she would touch a thin scab at the base of her throat.

  When she finished, Mrs. Whitlock dabbed a linen hankie at the corners of her eyes. “I feel so foolish telling you all this, but Madame Marie hinted that you might be able to help. In fact, you are my only hope.”

  Sarah placed her teacup back on the saucer with a sigh and tucked an unruly wisp of hair behind her ear. She feared she was becoming quite jaded and wondered if all twenty-four-year-olds felt as world-weary as she. She returned her attention to the group as Grace Forbush, an elegant widow in her mid-thirties who disdained the curly hairstyles of the day in favor of sleek chignons, attempted a précis of the problem.

  “In summary, Mr. Harold Whitlock has hidden the three children and continues to abuse and assault Mrs. Whitlock. As he spends more and more time in the opium dens, he grows more and more unpredictable. Mrs. Whitlock fears for the safety of her children, and for her own life. Time, I collect, is not in her favor.”

  Sarah glanced at the other women and shrugged. Someone had to say it. “’Tis time he is put out of the way.”

  “We could petition the court—” Charity Wardlow began, her deep blue eyes wide with earnestness.

  Grace shook her head. “The courts are at fault here. Mr. Whitlock is a highly placed bureaucrat, not to mention a man of considerable influence. He may abuse his wife and stepchildren at will and no one will say him nay. He has every legal right to take the children away to punish his wife—or for any reason whatsoever. Furthermore, as her marriage contract has no provision for a separate estate, he may take her inheritance from her father’s death and use it as he pleases.”

  “He has likely squandered it all,” Gladys Whitlock sighed, waving one hand in the air. “But I do not care about my inheritance. ’Tis the children. I cannot find them, and I cannot pry, cajole, beg, trick or seduce their whereabouts from him. You see, he knows I dare not leave or show any defiance as long as my babies are missing.”

  The ladies glanced around the circle again. “He would not…that is, surely he would never actually harm—” Charity ventured. She shook her head in disbelief, setting her blond curls bobbing. “Would he, Mrs. Whitlock?”

  The woman’s reddened eyes filled with tears again. As she wiped at them, a coating of rice powder came away to reveal a greenish-yellow bruise beneath the eye. “I would put nothing past him. He is completely void of natural affection. Why, last week he beat a small sweep for becoming lodged in the chimney. I had sent for masons to remove mortar and brick to free him, but when Harold arrived home, he said ’twas the sweep’s fault for being stuck. He said I should have lit a fire and the boy would have freed himself fast enough.”

  “We must take action at once,” Annica Sinclair, Lady Auberville, said. The petite brunette’s eyes flashed green fire and Sarah knew for a certainty that Gladys Whitlock’s cause had become their own.

  She nodded to Annica, recognizing that they were in complete accord on this issue. “Mr. Whitlock must disappear without a trace,” she said.

  Charity’s blue eyes widened. “Sarah! You cannot be suggesting what I think you are. You…” She lowered her voice. “You would not ‘do away’ with him, would you?”

  Sarah glanced at the man’s wife. What must she be thinking of them? “Mr. Whitlock held a knife to her throat last night and drew blood. He threatened to kill her and the children, wherever they are hidden. He must be dealt with quickly and completely. But, I am not advocating assassination.”

  Mrs. Whitlock nodded, now twisting her handkerchief in her hands. “I have wondered if the children may be dead even now. If they are…” She fell silent, her gaze dropping to her lap.

  Knowing she would never have children of her own made Sarah’s heart ache. She resolved that, no matter what the outcome of the meeting or how the Wednesday League voted, she would begin hunting for those children at once.

  “We must not be rash,” Lady Annica warned.

  “To the contrary, I am not rash at all. I have carefully considered it,” she defended. “I am thinking a voyage around the world might give Mr. Whitlock sufficient time to reevaluate his behavior. Give him a fresh perspective, as it were.”

  Grace squeezed a lemon wedge into her cup. “You would send him on a grand tour?” she asked.

  “Of sorts.”

  “What would prevent him from returning and carrying out his threats?” Charity asked.

  “Ah, there’s the rub.” Sarah smiled. “But if he were conscripted by the Royal Navy, he would not be able to return for a good long time. At least two years. By then, we will have located the children, Mrs. Whitlock will have liquidated their assets and, together with the children, will have disappeared. I hear many ‘widows’ are making a new start in Australia. The Americas might be better, though, as it is a different country independent of England’s laws. Mr. Whitlock would be less likely to find her, were he to go looking, or be successful in gaining the cooperation of the authorities there.”

  “No,” Mrs. Whitlock said, her manner as firm as her voice. “Nothing must happen to Harold until I have my children back. I cannot risk that they will not be found, or that he would retaliate against them for my actions if he learns of our plans.”

  Though patience was not Sarah’s strong suit, she nodded her agreement. “Very well, Mrs. Whitlock. But once we have located the children we must act quickly and decisively in putting him out of the way. He must have no opportunity to gain the upper hand again.”

  “I agree,” Mrs. Whitlock said.

  “I’ve never heard of an official being conscripted,” Charity mused. She looked at Sarah for clarification.

  “One is apt to claim anything if one is attempting to avoid conscription. Mr. Whitlock will appear to be just another deserter claiming position or consequence to save himself.”

  Lady Annica smiled. “How very clever of you, Sarah. I like the idea of conscription. I am certain Mr. Whitlock could benefit from two years at sea. Shall we employ Mr. Renquist to handle the details?”

  “Yes,” Sarah confirmed. “He still has friends in the Royal Navy who, for a price, will swear that Mr. Whitlock is a deserter. In fact, I believe he knows of an excellent forger who could provide Mr. Whitlock’s L
ast Will and Testament to facilitate Mrs. Whitlock’s claim.”

  “Yes, I believe we could produce witnesses who will see Mr. Whitlock fall into the Thames,” Lady Annica said.

  “Shall we ask Auberville’s assistance?” Grace asked. “He must have connections in both government and military.”

  Annica shook her head. “If we involve him in any aspect of this, he will insist upon knowing everything. He has only agreed to ask no questions so long as he has my promise that I will do nothing illegal and will tell him if there is imminent danger. We have always agreed that the Wednesday League’s dealings are of the highest confidentiality.”

  Sarah waited a moment but there were no further objections. She put the issue before them as a silent Mrs. Whitlock held her breath. “Those in favor of sending Mr. Whitlock on a ‘grand tour’?” she asked.

  Four hands went up. Unanimous, as always.

  “Sarah, will you lead this particular cause since you have such an excellent grasp of the situation?” Lady Annica asked.

  “With pleasure. I shall begin immediately.” She gave Gladys Whitlock a reassuring smile. “I may look insignificant, Mrs. Whitlock, but let me assure you, I am tough and tenacious.”

  “A woman to be reckoned with,” Lady Annica confirmed.

  Sarah very much feared she had lost her conscience, along with her innocence, on a darkened path in Vauxhall Gardens two and a half years ago. Pray she found Mrs. Whitlock’s children before they lost their innocence.

  Snuffing the candle on her bedside table, Sarah turned toward her window and pulled the woolen jacket closer about her. She pushed stray chestnut tendrils beneath her cap, wondering why she could never make her unruly hair behave.

  The clock on the upstairs landing struck the hour of twelve and then fell silent. Nothing, not even a servant, stirred in the cavernous manse. All four of her brothers would be deep in the gaming hells, and when they returned home shortly before dawn, they would not dream of checking her apartments on the second floor at the rear of the house. The stable boy and groomsman would report that she had returned home before midnight and had immediately retired for the night. None of them knew she never slept till dawn, and hadn’t since…well, since that night in Vauxhall Gardens.